Base Camp, Day 2, Entry 2

Once again laying in bed. I got hit pretty hard that I was harboring bitterness towards someone. I still don't like what's happening but I need to pray, not rely on myself. But I just start singing "How He Loves" and remind myself of God's glory... the bottom line. He has a purpose for this. I prayed, asking God that He would allow me to suffer for Him. And less than 30 minutes later His spirit broke my heart harder than its ever been broken before. He also placed a burden on my heart to pray for them. Not a selfish prayer. Just that they would be filled with His spirit and would be led by Him. "Take my life and let it be, all for You and for Your glory. Take my life and let it be Yours. Glory to God. Glory to God. Glory to God forever."