Plane Journal, Entry 1

I just got on the plane. I don't want to be here though. I want to be back at the airport with Bob and Mandi. I really don't have anyone in flight group that I clicked with. Well I kinda did with Grant (a guy of course). I do have Teo in my trek but I'm not near him, or Tyler, or Grant. I know there is a reason for this, God uses everything for His glory. I did get a window seat =) Some consolation huh? My tv doesn't work though. I'm just praying God will use my isolation. Maybe so it'll be easier for me to make relationships with the Japanese. You'd think with this many Christians that have an amazing enough relationship with God would realize what I'm feeling. This must be part of my 'suffering' for Christ. I'm not really worried about my plane though. I hope the guys got to sit together. Or with Mandi or Nora. I've met someone kinda like me. We both hide our feelings, praying someone will past the ruse to our hearts. Our flight is late taking off. Stupid paperwork =)